It’s been a while……

So it really has been a long time since I last blogged.  I thought I might be able to continue writing my blog during treatment but I realised it was too much.  I have basically avoided the blogging world and all IVF related websites and topics during this full FET cycle.  I knew I had […]

Time to move on…..

So it’s been a couple of weeks since I wrote about the turns my life has taken recently and last week it all came to a head. As many of you who read my blog regularly will know work has been a very difficult part of my life recently especially their lack of support in […]

I was right to be nervous……

So it’s been a little while since I logged on here and read any blogs or blogged myself.  This is because I returned to work, something that I have been dreading for a long time.  It turns out I was absolutely right to dread this and my gut feelings of not feeling ready to go […]

Finally making some big decisions….

So the last few months have been an emotional roller coaster to say the least…..actually the last few months?  The last few years!! After years of trying to conceive both naturally and over a year of fertility treatments I genuinely believe I have changed as a person.  Waiting over these few weeks to return to […]

Still waiting for the witch…. 

Waiting for this period to come is really doing me no favours at all…..I feel agitated and angry and I’m picking fights with hubby for no reason whatsoever! I need a release of these hormones and soon before I literally go insane. So glad I have this one to keep me company.  He just has […]

Ups and downs…..

Self indulgent moan and self pitying post alert…… This past two weeks I’ve been feeling really up and down with my emotions.  Nothing has changed in my personal circumstances and there are so many positive aspects going on in my life at the moment but I can’t shake this feeling of anxiousness.  It’s not everyday. […]

Where is my period?? 

So I haven’t posted for over a week as I have been super busy with my nana.  I adore this woman she practically brought me up and I want to spend as much time with her before I go back to work.  Also I must confess I have been binge watching Game of Thrones in […]

Setting myself a challenge….

So apparently it takes 21 days to form a habit? The count down is on for my return to work and I have exactly one month left before I return.   I recieved quite a lovely text last night from one of my colleagues which really surprised me considering recent actions from them.  She basically […]

Busy week of good things….but can we ever let ourselves relax and be happy? 

I’ve been so busy this week I have had no time to write about anything that has been going on. So the first good bit of news we had this week was that we finally got the go ahead to reserve the plot for our new house.   We’ve been hoping to move for years […]