Back from my break….still crazy? Maybe a little!

Yesterday I got back from London visiting hubby at work.  The aim was to get away from everyone after last week and try to calm down and be a little less irrational and crazy.  So for those that didn’t read my last post to cut a long story short within seven days I got negative […]

What a seven days…….

So I didn’t make a big deal about it in my negative post but I did mention three days after my latest negative my sister gave birth to a baby boy.  Now when she announced her pregnancy it was around the time I was gearing up to start prepping for my second FET (third transfer). […]

Negative……

Had a few days to let it sink in…..obviously we were really upset this was our fourth transfer, however what I need to remember is this was still our first cycle and we have two more free cycles and however many Frosties we get on the NHS. ( I am aware we are so lucky […]

It’s been a while……

So it really has been a long time since I last blogged.  I thought I might be able to continue writing my blog during treatment but I realised it was too much.  I have basically avoided the blogging world and all IVF related websites and topics during this full FET cycle.  I knew I had […]

Time to move on…..

So it’s been a couple of weeks since I wrote about the turns my life has taken recently and last week it all came to a head. As many of you who read my blog regularly will know work has been a very difficult part of my life recently especially their lack of support in […]

I was right to be nervous……

So it’s been a little while since I logged on here and read any blogs or blogged myself.  This is because I returned to work, something that I have been dreading for a long time.  It turns out I was absolutely right to dread this and my gut feelings of not feeling ready to go […]

Finally making some big decisions….

So the last few months have been an emotional roller coaster to say the least…..actually the last few months?  The last few years!! After years of trying to conceive both naturally and over a year of fertility treatments I genuinely believe I have changed as a person.  Waiting over these few weeks to return to […]

Still waiting for the witch…. 

Waiting for this period to come is really doing me no favours at all…..I feel agitated and angry and I’m picking fights with hubby for no reason whatsoever! I need a release of these hormones and soon before I literally go insane. So glad I have this one to keep me company.  He just has […]

Ups and downs…..

Self indulgent moan and self pitying post alert…… This past two weeks I’ve been feeling really up and down with my emotions.  Nothing has changed in my personal circumstances and there are so many positive aspects going on in my life at the moment but I can’t shake this feeling of anxiousness.  It’s not everyday. […]